Time for an Update

Ok, a lot of things have happen, and I am not much of a writer, but I try. Lately I have been working on promotion video for the High School Ministries at Church. I have been working more, and I have been living life, thinking about the future. I have been looking at the cross, and have been thinking about Easter and what that all means. I have also am trying to get over a little bug that I had, but am now over.

So that is up with me thus far. More later.

What should I say?

My mind thinks about many things, but I have the hardest time putting things into words, so if anyone out there would like my opinion on any subject I will be happy to respond, by writing a blog about it. As for now I think I just have a case of bloggers bloc.

A crazy week

Let see, it has been an interesting week. First, my parents went to their home and have left the country and are now back in Bulgaria. We had our last family meal for a long while on Tuesday, it has been nice to spend some good quality time with them the last few months. Also this week I started volunteering working with a youth group doing some of the media, and working with teens, and I am beginning to try to start a side business doing media and videos for people.
So with all those things it has been a crazy week.

Daylight Savings (You Got to be Kidding Me?)

I think I might go move to Arizona, because it is now the only state that doesn't do the daylight savings switch. I understand why you should have more daylight time to do business and other work, and I guess it saves money, but with the world become much more of a 24 hour society do we need it.

I do like the fall back in October, and the extra time to do things, but now in the spring I like to complain because I have one less hour to get stuff done. Not to mention when I worked the graveyard shift, it was always a pain because we had to stay later or get off earlier, but what do you do with and extra hour on sunday morning, it's not like you could do much before church. So I am just writing and complaining on my blog because I can, even though writing it I am just wasting more time then is being taken away.

A New Day

Everyday that I wake up, I am glad that I am alive. Each new day is a gift that God gives us. It is not a guarantee that we will get tomorrow, so it is nice to live in the present, plan for tomorrow, and remember where I came from so that I can make tomorrow better than today.

The last several years have not been easy for me, but I have had a recharge lately, and I am excited for the possibilites of the future. I am glad of the lessons that I have had, and how much they have matured me, and I am excited for the lessons that I will learn ahead. However, today is an optimistic kind of day. The sun is shining, and it is a beautiful day.

Life

How can I put life into words? I am not much of a write, but sometimes life happens, and you don't know how to describe it, life just happens. Lately I have been just a blank canvass ready to add the paint, just blank and preparing for the artist to paint a masterpiece.

Living up to Expectations

Everyone has expectations as to how they want or see there life going. For me I have always thought that I would do great things. I guess everyone hopes to do great things, but I am not, at least I think so. Maybe I just need a boost of confidence, or something else. I still want to do great things, but I am starting to ask myself how can I do great things. Now that is the tough questions.

Each of us have our own level of expectations, and most of us fall short. However I do believe this, if my expectations are getting in the way of what God has in store for me I hope my expectations fail, because I believe that God has far better things then I can ever hope and dream of, and I hope I don't screw it up. I think big and have big ideas, but I want to be an instrument of God. And if that means my plans are thrown out the window then so be it.